Damn!!

Con!! Honey, what the hell happened tonight?? You know I love ya but that was not your best performance. I am just being honest here. You and I both know you can do so much better than that!! Also, I told you that you should leave the jacket at home. Instead you opted to wear a different one! Yes, it looked good and black is so sexy on you but we want to see some of that bod, sweetie!! LOL You also didn't wear that white shirt that I picked out for you and you didn't wink for me either. I guess I'll just have to write it off to nerves because I know that tonight was a big and very important night for you. I hope the fans pull you on through this week. If not, I guess you'll be returning to Betty sooner than you thought you would. Hon, you can't do that yet! I'm not ready. I can't come and see you in NY. You know how uncomfortable I am on a plane. All I can think of is a nose dive into the ground!! I won't even get up to go to the bathroom! It's just plain scary!!! I guess we'll just have to cross our fingers, pray, and hope for the best!! If it's your time to go, you'll have to go but it would be SOOOOOOOOOOO nice to have you in the top 12!! Anyway, win or lose you can be proud of yourself! You hung in there and made it pretty far, you got Betty some recognition, and you yourself have gained quite a fan base! Anywho.. get some sleep, sweetheart! I'm going to do the same. Say your prayers and we'll see what happenes. If you make it to next week, you have GOT to up your performances! I'm saying this because I love ya. Good night and sweet dreams!