Saddest picture I ever saw.

The picture that broke my heart.

I was in shock when I heard Ryan say that Con was going home but I was ok. Then, when they did the recaps of Connie and showed him putting on that lovable leather jacket and walking away, you could hear my heart shatter like a fragile piece of glass. That's when the tears came. Even now I get tears in my eyes looking at it. I guess it's sort of bitter sweet. Constantine leaving AI but also cutting the ties that bind and setting him free to rock and roll, act, write, or whatever else he wants to do !!! They gave him his freedom back!! Well, at least in a few more months. It's funny how things happen. I never meant to get so attatched to you , Con. I tuned in to AI just to see who they had this season. Last season was nothing but a big snorefest. Then, there you were. From that moment on, I didn't miss a show. Before I knew it, you snatched me up and were the air that I breathe! LOL You did the same to so many people. I hope you know how much your fans will miss seeing you on AI. On the other hand, we are all counting down to May 10th to grab a copy of PFTSOB!!! The whole thing really is bitter sweet.
The message boards everywhere are in complete shambles. People demanding a recount, petitions to get you back on AI, blaming your fans for Bo's past mistakes, claims that the show is rigged, just a total mess. I have to admit that I wouldn't be a bit surprised to learn that AI really is just a big scam. Probably the biggest scam ever pulled on unsuspecting viewers. If that's the deal, I hope someone somewhere can prove it. Not this hesaid/shesaid BS. Solid proof that AI is nothing more than a big scam to suck the souls right out of it's viewing audience. That' s exactly what it does. :::sigh::::
On a brighter note, I can't wait to see you on Ellen and on Regis and Kelly on Monday!! I'm so glad I'm off that day!! I could always Tivo it but I'd rather watch it first hand. I think you are on some other shows too so I'll have to go back to the Betty boards to get the schedule and keep checking in. I don't want to miss a minute of my honey!!
I think I'm going to step outside and get some air. I love to look at the night sky. I can't wait until summer is here! The sky is always beautiful on a summer night. On a hot summer night, would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses?? I feel like I already did.