Con at the WHC dinner
Usually, I'm all excited this time of week. This is usually the night before my date with Con. Now it's just another day. It sucks. Tomorrow will be worse. I just can't believe it. Damn! I've got to get out of this funk that I'm in. I'm actually depressed. Breaks my heart that there will be no more Tuesday nights filled with excitement, sex appeal and charisma.
I did get to see my baby twice today so I should be happy! I saw him on Regis & Kelly and then on Ellen. I was happy until it was over. Then I started feeling down again. I'll get to see him tomorrow too on the Tony Danza show. After that, I have no idea how I'm going to get through this. I guess I'll just watch and re watch all of Con's great performances until the PFTSOB cd is released on the tenth. Connie, your fans did not let you down. You've gotta believe that. We voted our arses off. I have no clue what went wrong. It wasn't you and it wasn't us. We were there for you. I swear! It really pisses me off. I truly hope that someday somehow..someone will get to the bottom of what goes on behind the scenes of AI. I seriously believe that it is not on the up and up. It couldn't be. It's IMPOSSIBLE!!!
I miss ya, sweetie but I know I will be seeing a lot more of you once you get settled in back at home! I can't wait!
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